* all of a sudden you kiss my lips ,

[EVAN BENJAMIN MCGARTHER]

hate that i love you babe ,

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laying in his small bed, he slowly turned his bed back to see a boy standing in the doorway chewing on his fingers lightly. sitting up ethan turned to his son, patting a spot on the bed for him. "whatcha ya up to buddy?" ethan knew his grandmother was making dinner for him before ethan when out but he didn't mind spending time with his son some. it was hard to explain how much he cared for the small boy, but for some reason he felt like he still cared for celcilia. she was the boys mother after all, and the woman he used to be willing to die for. he still wanted to believe he would be wanting to do that, but he wouldn't want to admit that not specially since she decide her career was ment more to her than ethan, and her son ever did. he had dreams to but didn't want to follow through with them because of the responsibility he had as a father. he hated that he loved her so much, and it killed him to look into his son's eyes knowing he looked so much like his mother.

reaching for the remote he handed it to the boy before moving out of the room, and across the hall to the kitchen. his house was small, but it was big enough for the three of them, and he loved his grandma even more for taking him under her wing, and basically raising his son with him knowing that he cared so much for celcilia still. she wasn't going to lie to him about how he felt about the situation, and wanted him to be an adult sometime knowing that it was taken away mostly because of his child but tried to help out the most she could. walking into the kitchen, he set his hand onto the table before walking over to the woman and kissing her lightly on the chick. "good boy, you finally learned to take that thing off while in the house." rolling his eyes at her, he moved over to the fridge and pulled out a small soda that was halfway gone before gulping the rest, and letting the soda run down his throat. "are you sure you're okay with this grams? i mean i don't have to go, i mean..." being cut off the woman turned around to the boy and shook her head. "you're getting out of this house ethan benjamin mcgarther. i don't want you to sit around here being a parent and not having fun." ethan look at the woman shifting her eyes when she starting somewhat raising her voice at some to the woman. "yes maam. i love you grams. i'll be back around twelve or so okay." nodding lightly the woman turned around and went back to cooking while ethan reached for his hat and bolted out the door.

his son was to hypnozided by the television to worry about the door opening and closing. down the hall walk, and out of the building ethan drove to the hottest club in there town before parking. he wasn't sure if he was exactly ready to do all the partying, and stuff he wanted to just yet. parking his piece of junk car on the corner, he slowly moved inside of the club moving past the line and sneaking in knowing the owners and a couple people who worked on the stage and stuff. walking into the club he never really had been there when it was bouncing with people, only when he was cleaning or setting up for a concert preforming at the club. walking over to the bar, he sat down on an empty stool not really knowing what he could possibly to besides get shit faced, or possibly get hot and heavy with some girl he didn't know. it was hard for him to hold back, and he wasn't one to so he figured sitting down looking hopeless would help his cause.

he then heard an unbeat song come on across the speakers and the floor spread out. he pushed himself off the stool standing behind a couple people watching a guy move out into the center talking shit, about anyone that could beat him should step up. ethan met alot of cocky people in the world, and this guy seemed to make all of them seem less compared to him. rolling his eyes at the guy he slowly pushed through the crowd until he was in the center. "I'll go against you." the guy grinned from ear to ear before bring the mic up to his mouth once more, "looks we haveourself a new timer. are you ready little boy?" shrugging lightly ethan looked at him, while he smiled with the same dopey smile from before. as the song came on the guy began dance once, he got to his feet ethan began dancing to the music his way. he didn't do it in order anything that came to his mind.

when the song stopped he had some sweat dripping from his face, but pulled the inside of his shirt over his face wiping away the residue of any evidance. another man walked out between the two, and picked up the mic. "wow, ladies and gentlemen i think we have ourselves a new winner." walking over to ethan it pulled up his arm before looking at him, and holding the mic to his shirt so it was muffled. "what's your name kid?" looking at him, he thought about it before replying to him with a new name. "duke." "well, duke is our new winner ladies, and gentlemen." letting his arm go, he looked over to see the other man somewhat furious that someone beat him, but not really caring ethan moved towards the bar before having a woman rubbing on his chest. "so, duke, can i have this dance." smirking lightly he shook his head, and then shrugged. "why not." right round began blasting through the speakers, and he danced with the girls letting his arms roam her body. he didn't have a care in the world knowing this was what he wanted right? this is what they wanted....

tag :: celcilia babe ♥
song :: hate that i love you, rihanna ft. neyo
notes ::sucks i know but yar.......
status :: done
word count :: 1078

[CECILIA MARIE MARTYN]

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she had only just arrived back in town. she wasn't sure where to go or what to do, but she knew that if she hurried she could blow off some nervous energy before she confronted the man she'd left behind so long ago. she knew that her returning would only end in pain and potentially heartbreak, but she was homesick, and she missed her son. the occasional picture wasn't enough. she wanted to see her boy face to face and spend time with him. she had tried to convince herself that her rollen ankle had nothing to do with her returning. she wasn't only back because she'd suffered an injury that had forced her to stop dancing for 6 weeks. the injury had just made her realize how much she needed to take a break from that world. she had auditions waiting for her if she really wanted them, but right now, all she could think about was her man and the son she'd left behind. she felt like an asshole for leaving, but she felt like an idiot for coming back.

she looked in the bed & breakfast bathroom mirror and checked her outfit. she wasn't one to fret about her looks most of the time, but this was the first time she'd be seeing people in a long time. the few friends she had in town had told her that evan didn't even bother going out anymore because he had a little one to take care of. she always felt a tinge of guilt for this. now she was here to relieve him. she wouldn't go over there tonight, but tomorrow she would go and talk to him. she would tell him how sorry she was, and what an idiot she was for leaving him like that. she had wanted to dance so badly that it had clouded her mind. as soon as she'd realized what a mistake she'd made, she'd decided to come back. of course, it had taken her a really long time to realize it. she knew he wouldn't forgive her at first, but she had to convince him to forgive her eventually. even if he didn't love her anymore, she still deserved the right to spend time with her son. she prayed that he still loved her, but she knew that her prayers were probably in vain. he was an amazing guy, and the girls in this town weren't exactly picky anyway. she had been surprised enough to find out he was still in town. him having a girlfriend, wasn't something she really looked forward to.

she shook off the nervous energy in her body. she had nothing to worry about. tomorrow she would explain herself and hope for the best. she would apologize as much as she possibly could, but mostly she would take any punishment he might throw her way. her heart hurt at the thought of not seeing her son. the most important thing though, was that she would be seeing her son for the first time in a really long time. that made her more jittery and nervous but also extremely happy. she couldn't wait to look in his eyes and hug him to her. even if he didn't recognize her right away, she hoped he would remember her eventually.

she walked to the club from the B&B. there was no point in worrying about things like cars and traffic because Wells Beach was small enough that worrying about that was pointless. she moved her hands through her hair as she entered the club. she wasn't surprised to see the place packed. it was the only place worth hanging out in the little town and hip-hop was reverberating through the floor and up her body, giving her a nice flow of energy. she went to the bar and got a drink. she wasn't going to drink any alcohol but a soda would be fine. she wasn't much of a drinker anyway. she heard some sort of battle going on and immediately pushed her way through the crowd as the battle started. she managed to make it to the front of the crowd by the middle of the song, and then she saw him. she watched him entranced for the rest of the song. her drink, now unnoticed, slipped from her fingers and onto her dress right as he was announced the winner. she cursed under her breath and headed for the bathroom to wipe up the spill, careful to not let him see her face. she wasn't sure if she was ready to face him or not.

by the time she'd cleaned up in the bathroom she'd decided that she would face him. maybe she would ask him to dance, or maybe even talk. maybe he'd be more loosened up with a few drinks in him, and then it would be easier to talk to him. she headed back out into the crowded bar and scanned the faces for his. she was surprised to find it on the dance floor. she looked at him with a bit of anger as she saw what he was doing. the fact that some blonde bimbo was rubbing up against her man was bad enough, but the fact that he was here partying while, as far as he knew, he'd have to wake up and be a father tomorrow, made her even more angry. she didn't know if this girl knew what she was getting into, but if she didn't back off soon, she would be in a world of pain. cecilia grimaced as the anger flooded her systems. she refused to be jealous. after all, it was just a dance. she watched them with disdain until she couldn't take it any longer.

she crossed the dance floor quickly, weaving inbetween the taller people around her. it was easy to weave through them because she was considerably smaller than them all. she reached him quickly and tapped on the girl's shoulder. "may i cut in? or do you really intend to rub up on my baby daddy for the rest of the night?" She said, trying to act tough. she'd never called him her baby-daddy before, but she knew that it would take something drastic to pull this whore off her man. she wasn't really willing to let him go without a fight, especially not to this girl. she gave her a look of disapproval, and tried to not focus on evan and how he may be looking at her right now. was he dumbfounded, shocked, angry? she didn't know, because she wouldn't dare gaze up at him. she kept her eyes firmly on the blonde girl.

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T A G evan a.k.a loverly you
L Y R I C S you were meant for me jewel
W O R D S ? a number that exists... OMG!
N O T E S

[EVAN BENJAMIN MCGARTHER]

hate that i love you babe ,

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ethan wasn't a fool a knew he was when he began to fall for the girl that walked out on him. he had gotten into a fight with his friends over the girl saying she wasn't like the rest, and was way different but she provide him wrong. he didn't understand why people always did that to him when he really wasn't that much of an guy to please. he asked for little things in life and never seemed to be able to ever get it. he wasn't mad about his girlfriend or baby mama walked out on him but mad at himself for letting her go. he knew he let her got because she wanted to be a dancer and he didn't want to hold her back from that, hell he told her that he would have been up there with her till the end and all that went down the drain when jax was born. not even a month later she was gone already for dancing. it pissed everyone in his family, and jensen off but he didn't care about it anymore.

he knew he told her it was okay to follow her dreams but he thought her most important one was being with him. apparently the words i love you meant nothing to her, and though it did hurt him to a point he figured that maybe jense had been right from the beginning. she was just a cheating whore that wanted to get some and have an amazing dance partner that could lift her for her ballet shows. evan loved jensen with all his heart but she was more like a sister than anything to him, and so far he had been kicking himself in the ass for not listening to her in the first place because of all this drama that went down between the two in high school. ethan never really let anyone knew he was dancing but finally told everyone when he found cecilia and basically fell in love with the way she moved her hips.


ethan was a football player but enjoyed being able to dance even more. he felt so free when he danced, no plays, and specially no thinking. it was just you and the music nothing else matter unless you had a partner doing there own thing. evan and cecilia had always been a great pair but that was until the end and they finally slept together. it resulted in there baby boy jax, who evan pretty much feel in love with ever since the girl left. jax had similar traits of his mother, and a just a brilliant and talented he seemed. he didn't understand completely how she could just abandon her son like that knowing that in most cases it was actually the guy who left rather than the woman. he didn't say anything about it after a few months letting it blow over, and the vanishing act of his friend didn't help much either. jensen had been his shoulder to lean on forever it seemed and then she just ran away.

he was used to her doing it because of her parents, but this time he wasn't sure if she was actually coming back or if her parents forced her away for good. he didn't want to raise jax knowing a woman for most of his life but then having her just walk out. now that she was back everything felt much better then before and well it all was. he enjoyed her presences when him, her, and jax were together because she took place of celcilia of being jax's mother. evan wouldn't ever let someone take her place just replace her for a little while though, now that both of them were back in town he was slightly worried that it might actually cause tension between them only because well it seemed that everything he did with celcilia caused jensen to become angry with him.

trying to focus not on the music but the blond girl in front of him, evan moved to the music dancing with this girl. he had done it once or twice before at a club but it wasn't a random girl usually a friend and then celcilia would soon become angry with him for letting a girl rub there ass into his stuff. he would chase after her and explain it was just a dance, and explain it all to her about how much he loved and cared for her. but all that didn't matter at the moment. he was here to let loose and that's what he was doing. the girl turned around and he placed his hands on her waist before her body shift to see a girl somewhat taller than her standing in front of her. evan looked at the girl and knew right away who it was. rolling his eyes at the baby daddy comment he knew that she didn't have any room to talk and make it sound as if he was the one that left.

he just looked at the brunette girl before letting his hand take the blond girl's hand into his and pull her across the dance floor. he reached the bar, and looked at her. "i'll be right back i promise," nodding her head the girl sat in the sitting ordering a drink as evan walked back onto the dance floor to find the girl. find her he shook his head and looked at her. "what do you want?" as the words came from his mouth the song changed and the dj come on over the mic. "everyone man grab a woman, because it's time for our dance competetion. everyone on the dance floor must take part. duke that includes you lover boy." feeling his face red some he looked at the girl before pulling her to the sides and looking at her. "if you want to talk to me dance like we used to. show me that it's still the same girl that made me fall for her."

tag :: celcilia babe ♥
song :: hate that i love you, rihanna ft. neyo
notes :: third fave couple
status :: done
word count ::----