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Post by JENSEN JAYDE MILLER on Mar 16, 2009 15:07:02 GMT -6
, jensen miller • , you know how i do •
childhood friends drawn to each horizon when it's rising, when it sets, all i can think about is sex and playing. other half and like a bad movie, i'll drop a line. fall in the grave i've been digging myself. there's room for two. practically family from coast to coast i'll make the most of every second i've been giving with this crowd, you. attached at the hip a little time off, we can kick it here for hours and just mouth off about the world and how. inseparable for every picture, a smile for your scrap-books and a story to be told but i'm loving every second. partners in crime time to lay claim to the evidence. fingerprints sold me out but our footprints washed away. inner circle everybody's living like they're crazy in love. i'm a dizzy mess, everything is so above me, i found. best friends the time in the world to get a grip on the fact that we don't last. right now i want to watch the tide. close friends showgirl of the home-team. i'll be the narrator telling another tale of the american dream, i see. good friends though not always right i can count on the sun to shine. dedication takes a lifetime but dreams. average friends when you gonna give it up? you're giving me such a rush.you turn me on, another pretty face. drinking buddies pass me another bottle, honey, the jager's so sweet but if it keeps you around then i'm down. party friends go up on a star without his screen. set it off and sing it back, direction's keeping me on track. fake friends wasting my time dreaming in a harsh reality, don't wanna wake up to find out i've been deceived. secret friends dear maria count me in. there's a story at the bottom of this bottle, i'm the pen. make it count. weekend friends time is fleeting, we take control from california to my sweet home, repeating it's all we know. sometimes friends show us off to all your friends, the trophy boys from here to if and when we break dreams. enemies turned friends haunted by everything that you gave me. you made me, you broke me, you saved me. aquaintances caught in a cold sweat, stuck splitting hairs and drinking too much. i'm on my way to striking out. name basis we'll never tell a soul. i'm finding a way to make the things that you say just a little less obvious.
, you're so last summer •
to the death bodies on the street tonight, we're not leaving here without a fight. don't tell me i don't know. mortal enemies do you know where to go in the event of an emergency? eloquent and self assured, an artist's. hardcore enemies take three steps forward and three steps back. she said i don't like the way you're dressed. mutual hatred burn the liars. yeah, everybody knows this world is crazy. start a fire, it's getting hot inside. one-sided hatred i could sleep but i'm tied down, dirty in these borrowed sheets. a week, i've been singing. mutual dislike put the fun back into the funeral. you’ve got your head, back, feet on the table, you speak. one-sided dislike lighting them up and stomping them out. that little black book is full of the faces pulled. mutual fear take a seat, i'll break that little heart. make a scene and bite the hand that's feeding to know. one-sided fear lipstick on your chest, they put the poison in your glass, put the price upon the head you gave. tormented i love my demons, they keep me company. i've grown to love my new routine but on better days. friends turned enemies i'm getting bored of talking straight into the wall. i didn't think that we'd make it. hated by association gentlemen, i found a spokesman for a generation on the fence, all i get is her trainee. looking for revenge you order margaritas for your friends in the trendy bars at the world’s end. i can see death. betrayed tell me i don't know. little girl, you've been spreading lies around this town like no one's business. jealousy you are so disgusting. you look just like trouble, you’re my hero. dance a dance we used to dance. serious tension sail a little closer to home 'cause you always were a headstrong girl, you wanted the world. real rivals leader board who's keeping score? got it all but you want more. put your money where your mouth is. friendly rivals it's going simple shamelessly, and she'll conduct the symphony. a soundtrack to her infamy. avoidance they tell you what you need to know. when in rome you do exactly what you're told and god won't. annoyance hit the stage in underwear. the parents get blamed, it's always the same. she's got so many vices. tolerance low into the hollowest of thrones. if time heals woe then i'm counting to a billion, slow. me and you. indifference you can bark all night but you’re never gonna bite because it’s dark and light and they're fighting.
, slowdance on the inside •
soulmates a thousand songs to impress you, i wouldn't want to. i could make you feel like queen of the world. final relationship you're the top of the charts, the best thing i've ever done. reality is that i wrote this for you. mutual love taking me places i've never been. you're feeling me out, i'm filling you in. what's more important? one-sided love i know that i shouldn't let it get to me but it does. am i kidding? a dead end job, lack of family. current relationship count down the steps to your apartment. i'm eager to know if you're even at home, i called. future relationship eyes closed, head down on the pillow. better change before it's too late, this is growing up. secret relationship she has every reason to for all the things i do, just to know that i have torn her apart so. fake relationship this is becoming a catastrophe. you're a fake, a product of the world, an average mistake. forbidden relationship just to breathe 'cause everyone i know just keeps calling me and i just need a little time. past relationship - good terms drive all night and listen to the radio, push the front seats up, make the back. past relationship - bad terms wake up, you're a drama queen. carry on like you're supposed to be. get away. past relationship - not over it can't we just agree to disagree? it’s a sad thing and when it’s over and done. on/off relationship you gave me a second chance. it was my first attempt to make you believe me so tell me. one-sided crush i'm just a fool for you and i think i'm going crazy. i can't control myself or contain my thoughts. mutual crush where do we go from here? it's a breakdown. wood floors meet high heels and shadows form. friends with benefits here i am and i leave and i'm waiting for you. come back, come back to me, i'll take you. enemies with benefits never did i love anyone other than you. secretly i always want to see you cry, so i push. one-sided flirting two cups into my coffee break. i'm sitting alone in the café front way, reading all by myself. mutual flirting i know you know i'm having a good time. i'm sleeping so little, i'm living a good life. no need. physical attraction wrapped up in her to be working like that. you'll see that everything will work out for me. lust made up my mind, took time to think of everything i oughta do. it may be hard, trying hard to comprehend. sexual tension i can't take it at all, girl, who taught you how to move like that? at this pace you're going fast. fuck buddies honest, it’s a touch to much a get down so get up or lie down cause either way we’re making out. fling i got a place to sleep. i need somebody to rely on and you weren't that for me and you'll never be that. one night stand i feel like i don't even know you. i'd rather me leave than stay and watch you make a fool. [/blockquote]] , ghost man on third • spouse did it hurt to jump out the window? never missed a secret, i know exactly why you did. we say forever. fiance/e get drunk and burn your house down. i wont let it go, make my way. tomorrow's my escape. can you? betrothed the way her hair smelled, her reflection in the mirror couldn’t save a dove from this hurricane, jump. child don't you worry, we will finish what we started, i promise you're not on hold. you'll catch the wave i rode. parent family heirlooms, dead man's fortune. forgive me for leaving. i'll be sure to send what i don't deserve. sibling without emotion all we live for is undying trust. we lose it in each other as we lose another year we have. niece/nephew this is for parents who think twice, regret mistakes and judge the upcoming crowds. they listen. aunt/uncle stay up all night solving all your problems. it's like we never had a chance to take a breath, stare. cousin like the outline of our nightmares, piece by piece we'll try to frame the perfect picture but it's so grey. other family do you remember the rain, the breeze,the leave of amber days spent. winter was a decade away. mentor we'll sail away and have the life we always wanted. until then, in your room from your window, i wish. family friend dinner with the neighbors all fell apart, with love that i felt the fear. the hell i feel in my heart, my. roommate consequence a breath of life, take a chance on the tight rope. think i’m crazy? i just may be able to. housemate my attention span is short but i don’t remember why. these bright lights wake me up from the coma. bandmate let's get together and we'll build a city and if you're willing i'll be coming back ready put up, miss me. [/blockquote]] , new american classic • role model up the bass, rock out to billie jean and thriller in my basement. michael jackson was a sensation. admiration hold me back because i lose my control. can say goodbye to all the days of old, the next big thing. good influence take me high, take me in, take these last six candles and when i’m tired and wearing thin. bad influence anyone in until now, conversations never allow and i've been feeling like i'm on a merry go round. obsession i knew it was over. i fall apart 'cause you've got a late charge on my heart. if its alright with you. stalker now here you are with few more friends and a nicer car, do you really know what the meaning of life is? emotional support we’ll keep moving on. if i could ever see the way you understand me when no one else can. confidant if it takes time then i’ll be patient, i will still believe. i’ll take your hand and hold it tightly, carry me. one-sided respect she's the girl of the year. there's no use in trying to get her off my mind. she stole my heart. mutual respect the times we spent together, all those drives. we had a million questions all about our lives. protective there's a million other people with a lot on their mind but i'm not the type to let a good thing die. mixed feelings you make me feel like a complete work when i'm just falling apart, a really nice piece of art. love/hate taken a lot not to lose all my patience. for every good thing comes a whole lot of heartache, i've tried. colleague if i finish what i started and get swept under the carpet i'll still be thankful for all you've done. friend of a friend i might be crazy. am i losing my mind? sometimes i feel like things are getting worse in time. just met i know what it feels like to wish the day was over, i know what it feels like to have to start all over. know by sight will you ever give in to it to make a difference now the kids that come to your shows see you? dealer i wonder what's real. make me feel like a lavender sweater when i'm caught in bad weather in my jetta. instant message buddies i don't know but i can if you show me, it takes more than just fake conversations. never met don't know where i fit in but every time that record spins i know the way it makes me feel and i never. anything else gonna wanna shake your hand and take a picture with your band. everyone will shut their mouths. [/font][/blockquote]] , set phasers to stun •heyhey, this page was brought to you by skylar at caution! the titles are by the amazing taking back sunday; the lyrics are by all time low, kids in glass houses, forever the sickest kids, american diary and fm static. colours by colorblender, obviously. be original with your relationship choices - a few stalker-bffls and secretly engaged enemies are more fun than fifty friends. steal this and die. oh yeah please delete your posts when it's been updated! :] that is all. [/color][/center] , a decade under the influence • [/color] sixteen • royal court • sophomore • numero uno[/font][/center]
childhood friends drawn to each horizon when it's rising, when it sets, all i can think about is sex and playing. secret friends dear maria count me in. there's a story at the bottom of this bottle, i'm the pen. make it count. one-sided fear lipstick on your chest, they put the poison in your glass, put the price upon the head you gave. tormented i love my demons, they keep me company. i've grown to love my new routine but on better days. soulmates a thousand songs to impress you, i wouldn't want to. i could make you feel like queen of the world. secret relationship she has every reason to for all the things i do, just to know that i have torn her apart so. fuck buddies honest, it’s a touch to much a get down so get up or lie down cause either way we’re making out. betrothed the way her hair smelled, her reflection in the mirror couldn’t save a dove from this hurricane, jump. family friend dinner with the neighbors all fell apart, with love that i felt the fear. the hell i feel in my heart, my. bad influence anyone in until now, conversations never allow and i've been feeling like i'm on a merry go round. love/hate taken a lot not to lose all my patience. for every good thing comes a whole lot of heartache, i've tried. [/blockquote] brooklyn says • "you're ruining my face." sammy says • "you wish, babydoll. [center][IMG]three[/IMG] [IMG]matching[/IMG] [IMG]icons[/IMG] [font=georgia][SIZE=6][color=HOTPINKforgirlsMEDIUMSEAGREENforboys]first middle last name[/SIZE][/color] [SIZE=4]age • clique • grade • i'll fill in[/SIZE][/font][/center] [font=tahoma] [blockquote][SIZE=0]relationships - quote for colours.[/size][/font][/blockquote]
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Post by JENSEN JAYDE MILLER on Mar 16, 2009 15:08:16 GMT -6
, there's no i in team • [/color] twenty • college sophomore • the rival[/font][/center]
mutual dislike put the fun back into the funeral. you’ve got your head, back, feet on the table, you speak. friends turned enemies i'm getting bored of talking straight into the wall. i didn't think that we'd make it. serious tension sail a little closer to home 'cause you always were a headstrong girl, you wanted the world. avoidance they tell you what you need to know. when in rome you do exactly what you're told and god won't. annoyance hit the stage in underwear. the parents get blamed, it's always the same. she's got so many vices. tolerance low into the hollowest of thrones. if time heals woe then i'm counting to a billion, slow. me and you. bad influence anyone in until now, conversations never allow and i've been feeling like i'm on a merry go round. friend of a friend i might be crazy. am i losing my mind? sometimes i feel like things are getting worse in time. [/blockquote] rhyen says • "jensen and i used to be really close. when i moved here when i was fourteen, she was one of the first people i met. we were the same age, and she had just moved there, too, so we clicked right off the bat. we became pretty good friends, and it was nice to have someone that was in the same boat as i was, y'know? we hung out quite a bit, and i guess you could say she was a little bit of a bad influence on me later on down the road? yeah, let's not get into that. anyway, i was great friends with this girl going out with my now-friend evan. i wasn't too sure of who he was, only that he was dating my friend. jensen was actually the one who really formally introduced us. when she left, evan and i had become closer, and i guess she really wasn't okay with that. something about him paying more attention to me than he was to her, and she started letting it be known that she wasn't exactly liking it. it sort of blew up in our faces, and it pretty much ruined our friendship. i don't really see the big deal. she left, evan and i stayed friends, what's the harm in that? just because all the attention's not on her, she has to go and blow up over it." jensen says • "i can't say i hate rhyen, even if i wanted to, noone would believe me because we used to be really close friends. starting from the beginning. we were both new in town, the same age and everything and well, we just clicked. i bought out the fun side in rhyen and while some may say i was a bad influence, i know she had fun around me. now things are different. i can't help but get jealous of her and want her to just disappear. no it's not because of how utterly stunning she is or anything like that. obviously she is those things but it's always something to do with a boy right? the boy in question. evan. in no way do i feel an romatic feelings towards him but he's mine. my bestfriend. my confidant. i know i sound liek a bratty kid but i can't help it. i introduced the pair and it's like as soon as i left rhyen replaced me. they're always together, he was always talking about her when i spoke to him on the phone and i can't help but feel like i've lost my bestfriend to her. i guess it's not even one friend. it's two because all of this puts a strain on whatever relationship i ahd with rhyen. i know she's a nice girl, and i know hoe beautiful she is and i know hoe lovable she is and i know she tops me in every single way. that's why it's always so frustrating. not to metion she's close with james too but that's kind of different i guess. look, rhyen and me were tight once, then she befriended evans slut of an ex, that soured our relationship a little and now she's taken my bestfriend. jsut fucking fabulous." [/color] twenty one • male • graduated • the fuck buddy[/font][/center]
drinking buddies pass me another bottle, honey, the jager's so sweet but if it keeps you around then i'm down. party friends go up on a star without his screen. set it off and sing it back, direction's keeping me on track. one-sided crush i'm just a fool for you and i think i'm going crazy. i can't control myself or contain my thoughts. friends with benefits here i am and i leave and i'm waiting for you. come back, come back to me, i'll take you. physical attraction wrapped up in her to be working like that. you'll see that everything will work out for me. lust made up my mind, took time to think of everything i oughta do. it may be hard, trying hard to comprehend. sexual tension i can't take it at all, girl, who taught you how to move like that? at this pace you're going fast. fuck buddies honest, it’s a touch to much a get down so get up or lie down cause either way we’re making out. [/blockquote] noah says • "We met a while ago, we slept together a lot. But she's starting to freak me out a bit, I'm starting to like her. I even dress up when going to meet her, I brush my hair. I'm seriously disturbed and it's starting to scare me. I go to her for a lot of things, mostly like sexually things. Recently it's like she doesn't want to do it, and I don't want to pressurise her, but I know she wants me. She always wants me. I can rely on her, I always go back to her when I have no one else (like that happens often). She knows it, or she thinks she knows it. She must think I can't get it very often though because recently I've been finding myself going to her more and more... The other night I had my phone in my hand and her number on my screen... I wanted to call her, but couldn't bring myself round to it... instead I blocked my number and called her phone, then hung up when she answered... there's something seriously wrong going on. I am worried." jensen says • "noah's one of those guys that are just...fun. there's nothing that seems that serious to our relationship. no deep and meaningful conversations, not late night cries. we met a few years ago when we were back in highschool and it went how most nights go in highschool. we were drinking at a party and next thing you know i'm on top of him in some football players bedroom. things haven't changed all that much over the years. we're both party people so we constantly run into each other when we're out and some nights, okay quite a few nights, it ends up as more than running into each other. it's clear the guy has experience, i mean he's amazing in bed so you can't blame a girl for going back time and time again right? things have sort of died down between us lately though. we still meet up for quickies occasionally but i think we're starting to get on each others nerves. i don't know why but sometimes he does stupid, arrogant things that make me want to punch him in the face. then a few days later he expects to come over and score with me? it annoys the hell out of me because i never remember him being like this. i guess he's a cocky arrogant guy though. you can't blame him i guess, he's amazingly hot and a fantastic fuck buddy" [/color] twenty-two • college senior • the weakness[/font][/center]
close friends showgirl of the home-team. i'll be the narrator telling another tale of the american dream, i see. mutual crush where do we go from here? it's a breakdown. wood floors meet high heels and shadows form. friends with benefits here i am and i leave and i'm waiting for you. come back, come back to me, i'll take you. mutual flirting i know you know i'm having a good time. i'm sleeping so little, i'm living a good life. no need. physical attraction wrapped up in her to be working like that. you'll see that everything will work out for me. lust made up my mind, took time to think of everything i oughta do. it may be hard, trying hard to comprehend. fuck buddies honest, it’s a touch to much a get down so get up or lie down cause either way we’re making out. fling i got a place to sleep. i need somebody to rely on and you weren't that for me and you'll never be that. emotional support we’ll keep moving on. if i could ever see the way you understand me when no one else can. protective there's a million other people with a lot on their mind but i'm not the type to let a good thing die. confusion gonna wanna shake your hand and take a picture with your band. everyone will shut their mouths. in denial gonna wanna shake your hand and take a picture with your band. everyone will shut their mouths.
[/blockquote] james says • "i absolutely hate how complicated my relationship with jensen is. i hate the way i feel when i'm around her. i hate this stupid little spell that she's put me under. i hate it all, and yet i can't stay away from her to save my damn life. fuck. before she up and disappeared, we had a good thing going. we're both pretty laid back when it comes to the opposite sex, so we had casual sex often. it was a sort of friends with benefits thing. it was great because, i'd call her up whenever i wanted and it would either be for sex or just to hang out, because we were good friends as well as fuck buddies. but the more i hung out with jensen, the stronger that weird feeling in the pit of my stomach got whenever i was around her. i managed to blow it off towards the beginning, but it started to get uncontrollable. i was actually kind of glad that she'd left. it gave me a chance to get rid of that feeling for her. but then she came back and it was like my whole world stopped spinning in a matter of seconds. shit...this thing is getting cheesier and cheesier as i go, isn't it? see what this girl does to me? well anyway, jensen's back and the strong feelings i had for her are coming back at full force. i'm feeling more protective of her, jealousy is usually not uncommon with me, but i feel it more towards her when she talks about other guys than i do with anyone else. when she's upset, i have this impulse to comfort her in any way i can, and that's one thing that never happens with me. usually i don't give two shits about what people are going through. but with jensen...ah damn it." jensen says • "james and i are alike in many ways. we're both party kids, no prizes for guessing how we met and we're both into more...casual things when it comes to the opposite sex. let's just get this out in the open , james ryan morgan is possibly the sexiest thing in wells beach. there i said it and i'm sure i just added to his massive head. gorgeous boy, me, it's not hard to figure out how our relationship goes. yes, we've got that whole friends with benefits thing going on and have had since way before i left. having james is just so convenient. we're completely comfortable with each other and neither of us are expecting anything more. at least i don't think we are. right? this is so stupid but i can't help but feel myself becoming attached to him again. before i left i felt it too. i wanted to hang out with him more, every time he texted me or called me i couldn't help but get that stupid smile on my face. the thing is, i'm not sure this is what either of us want. i'm certain it's not what he wants. we're friends as well so don't just think it's all sex with us, though that is a major factor. if someone upsets him, i can't help but get upset too and though he'd never admit it, i know he tries his best to look out for me. somewhere there's a really amazing, possibly sweet guy and when i get to see snippets of that, i can't help but get that stupid feeling in my stomach."
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Post by RHYEN ELODIE JUDD on Mar 25, 2009 16:36:42 GMT -6
[/color] twenty • college sophomore • i'll fill in[/font][/center]
mutual dislike put the fun back into the funeral. you’ve got your head, back, feet on the table, you speak. friends turned enemies i'm getting bored of talking straight into the wall. i didn't think that we'd make it. serious tension sail a little closer to home 'cause you always were a headstrong girl, you wanted the world. avoidance they tell you what you need to know. when in rome you do exactly what you're told and god won't. annoyance hit the stage in underwear. the parents get blamed, it's always the same. she's got so many vices. tolerance low into the hollowest of thrones. if time heals woe then i'm counting to a billion, slow. me and you. bad influence anyone in until now, conversations never allow and i've been feeling like i'm on a merry go round. friend of a friend i might be crazy. am i losing my mind? sometimes i feel like things are getting worse in time. [/blockquote] rhyen says • "jensen and i used to be really close. when i moved here when i was fourteen, she was one of the first people i met. we were the same age, and she had just moved there, too, so we clicked right off the bat. we became pretty good friends, and it was nice to have someone that was in the same boat as i was, y'know? we hung out quite a bit, and i guess you could say she was a little bit of a bad influence on me later on down the road? yeah, let's not get into that. anyway, i was great friends with this girl going out with my now-friend evan. i wasn't too sure of who he was, only that he was dating my friend. jensen was actually the one who really formally introduced us. when she left, evan and i had become closer, and i guess she really wasn't okay with that. something about him paying more attention to me than he was to her, and she started letting it be known that she wasn't exactly liking it. it sort of blew up in our faces, and it pretty much ruined our friendship. i don't really see the big deal. she left, evan and i stayed friends, what's the harm in that? just because all the attention's not on her, she has to go and blow up over it." jensen says • "c&p if i posted for you." [center][IMG]http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a138/kayla_15/girls/elisha/el3.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a138/kayla_15/girls/elisha/el4.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a138/kayla_15/girls/elisha/el5.png[/IMG] [font=georgia][SIZE=6][color=HOTPINK]rhyen elodie judd[/SIZE][/color] [SIZE=4]twenty • college sophomore • i'll fill in[/SIZE][/font][/center] [font=tahoma] [blockquote][SIZE=0]mutual dislike [color=448770]put the fun back into the funeral. you’ve got your head, back, feet on the table, you speak.[/color] friends turned enemies [color=56687E]i'm getting bored of talking straight into the wall. i didn't think that we'd make it.[/color] serious tension [color=6A448F]sail a little closer to home 'cause you always were a headstrong girl, you wanted the world.[/color] avoidance [color=782D99]they tell you what you need to know. when in rome you do exactly what you're told and god won't.[/color] annoyance [color=7C269D]hit the stage in underwear. the parents get blamed, it's always the same. she's got so many vices.[/color] tolerance [color=801EA0]low into the hollowest of thrones. if time heals woe then i'm counting to a billion, slow. me and you.[/color] bad influence [color=FC6B0A]anyone in until now, conversations never allow and i've been feeling like i'm on a merry go round.[/color] friend of a friend [color=FD9A05]i might be crazy. am i losing my mind? sometimes i feel like things are getting worse in time.[/color][/size][/font][/blockquote]
[center][SIZE=0][b]rhyen says •[/b] "jensen and i used to be really close. when i moved here when i was fourteen, she was one of the first people i met. we were the same age, and she had just moved there, too, so we clicked right off the bat. we became pretty good friends, and it was nice to have someone that was in the same boat as i was, y'know? we hung out quite a bit, and i guess you could say she was a little bit of a bad influence on me later on down the road? yeah, let's not get into that. anyway, i was great friends with this girl going out with my now-friend evan. i wasn't too sure of who he was, only that he was dating my friend. jensen was actually the one who really formally introduced us. when she left, evan and i had become closer, and i guess she really wasn't okay with that. something about him paying more attention to me than he was to her, and she started letting it be known that she wasn't exactly liking it. it sort of blew up in our faces, and it pretty much ruined our friendship. i don't really see the big deal. [i]she[/i] left, evan and i stayed friends, what's the harm in that? just because all the attention's not on her, she has to go and blow up over it." [b]jensen says •[/b] "c&p if i posted for you."[/SIZE][/center] i wasn't quite sure what to put down for the clique, so i just left it out. x]
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Post by NOAH SAMUEL RADLEY on Apr 7, 2009 10:21:50 GMT -6
[/color] twenty one • male • graduated • i'll fill in[/font][/center]
drinking buddies pass me another bottle, honey, the jager's so sweet but if it keeps you around then i'm down. party friends go up on a star without his screen. set it off and sing it back, direction's keeping me on track. one-sided crush i'm just a fool for you and i think i'm going crazy. i can't control myself or contain my thoughts. friends with benefits here i am and i leave and i'm waiting for you. come back, come back to me, i'll take you. physical attraction wrapped up in her to be working like that. you'll see that everything will work out for me. lust made up my mind, took time to think of everything i oughta do. it may be hard, trying hard to comprehend. sexual tension i can't take it at all, girl, who taught you how to move like that? at this pace you're going fast. fuck buddies honest, it’s a touch to much a get down so get up or lie down cause either way we’re making out. [/blockquote] noah says • "We met a while ago, we slept together a lot. But she's starting to freak me out a bit, I'm starting to like her. I even dress up when going to meet her, I brush my hair. I'm seriously disturbed and it's starting to scare me. I go to her for a lot of things, mostly like sexually things. Recently it's like she doesn't want to do it, and I don't want to pressurise her, but I know she wants me. She always wants me. I can rely on her, I always go back to her when I have no one else (like that happens often). She knows it, or she thinks she knows it. She must think I can't get it very often though because recently I've been finding myself going to her more and more... The other night I had my phone in my hand and her number on my screen... I wanted to call her, but couldn't bring myself round to it... instead I blocked my number and called her phone, then hung up when she answered... there's something seriously wrong going on. I am worried." jensen says • "noah's one of those guys that are just...fun. there's nothing that seems that serious to our relationship. no deep and meaningful conversations, not late night cries. we met a few years ago when we were back in highschool and it went how most nights go in highschool. we were drinking at a party and next thing you know i'm on top of him in some football players bedroom. things haven't changed all that much over the years. we're both party people so we constantly run into each other when we're out and some nights, okay quite a few nights, it ends up as more than running into each other. it's clear the guy has experience, i mean he's amazing in bed so you can't blame a girl for going back time and time again right? things have sort of died down between us lately though. we still meet up for quickies occasionally but i think we're starting to get on each others nerves. i don't know why but sometimes he does stupid, arrogant things that make me want to punch him in the face. then a few days later he expects to come over and score with me? it annoys the hell out of me because i never remember him being like this. i guess he's a cocky arrogant guy though. you can't blame him i guess, he's amazingly hot and a fantastic fuck buddy" [center] [IMG]http://i41.tinypic.com/kaiowj.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i41.tinypic.com/kaiowj.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i41.tinypic.com/kaiowj.png[/IMG] [font=georgia][SIZE=6][color=MEDIUMSEAGREEN]noah samuel radley[/SIZE][/color] [SIZE=4]twenty one • male • graduated • i'll fill in[/SIZE][/font][/center] [font=tahoma] [blockquote][SIZE=0] drinking buddies [color=339786]pass me another bottle, honey, the jager's so sweet but if it keeps you around then i'm down.[/color] party friends [color=339982]go up on a star without his screen. set it off and sing it back, direction's keeping me on track.[/color] one-sided crush [color=BE068B]i'm just a fool for you and i think i'm going crazy. i can't control myself or contain my thoughts.[/color] friends with benefits [color=C40588]here i am and i leave and i'm waiting for you. come back, come back to me, i'll take you.[/color] physical attraction [color=CF0382]wrapped up in her to be working like that. you'll see that everything will work out for me.[/color] lust [color=D20381]made up my mind, took time to think of everything i oughta do. it may be hard, trying hard to comprehend.[/color] sexual tension [color=D5027F]i can't take it at all, girl, who taught you how to move like that? at this pace you're going fast.[/color] fuck buddies [color=D8027E]honest, it’s a touch to much a get down so get up or lie down cause either way we’re making out.[/color] [/size][/font][/blockquote]
[center][SIZE=0][b]noah says •[/b] "We met a while ago, we slept together a lot. But she's starting to freak me out a bit, I'm starting to like her. I even dress up when going to meet her, I brush my hair. I'm seriously disturbed and it's starting to scare me. I go to her for a lot of things, mostly like sexually things. Recently it's like she doesn't want to do it, and I don't want to pressurise her, but I know she wants me. She always wants me. I can rely on her, I always go back to her when I have no one else (like that happens often). She knows it, or she thinks she knows it. She must think I can't get it very often though because recently I've been finding myself going to her more and more... The other night I had my phone in my hand and her number on my screen... I wanted to call her, but couldn't bring myself round to it... instead I blocked my number and called her phone, then hung up when she answered... there's something seriously wrong going on. I am worried." [b]jensen says •[/b] "noah's one of those guys that are just...fun. there's nothing that seems that serious to our relationship. no deep and meaningful conversations, not late night cries. we met a few years ago when we were back in highschool and it went how most nights go in highschool. we were drinking at a party and next thing you know i'm on top of him in some football players bedroom. things haven't changed all that much over the years. we're both party people so we constantly run into each other when we're out and some nights, okay quite a few nights, it ends up as more than running into each other. it's clear the guy has experience, i mean he's amazing in bed so you can't blame a girl for going back time and time again right? things have sort of died down between us lately though. we still meet up for quickies occasionally but i think we're starting to get on each others nerves. i don't know why but sometimes he does stupid, arrogant things that make me want to punch him in the face. then a few days later he expects to come over and score with me? it annoys the hell out of me because i never remember him being like this. i guess he's a cocky arrogant guy though. you can't blame him i guess, he's amazingly hot and a fantastic fuck buddy"[/SIZE][/center]
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Post by JAMES RYAN MORGAN on Apr 9, 2009 11:04:26 GMT -6
[/color] twenty-two • college senior • i'll fill in[/font][/center]
close friends showgirl of the home-team. i'll be the narrator telling another tale of the american dream, i see. mutual crush where do we go from here? it's a breakdown. wood floors meet high heels and shadows form. friends with benefits here i am and i leave and i'm waiting for you. come back, come back to me, i'll take you. mutual flirting i know you know i'm having a good time. i'm sleeping so little, i'm living a good life. no need. physical attraction wrapped up in her to be working like that. you'll see that everything will work out for me. lust made up my mind, took time to think of everything i oughta do. it may be hard, trying hard to comprehend. fuck buddies honest, it’s a touch to much a get down so get up or lie down cause either way we’re making out. fling i got a place to sleep. i need somebody to rely on and you weren't that for me and you'll never be that. emotional support we’ll keep moving on. if i could ever see the way you understand me when no one else can. protective there's a million other people with a lot on their mind but i'm not the type to let a good thing die. confusion gonna wanna shake your hand and take a picture with your band. everyone will shut their mouths. in denial gonna wanna shake your hand and take a picture with your band. everyone will shut their mouths.
[/blockquote] james says • "i absolutely hate how complicated my relationship with jensen is. i hate the way i feel when i'm around her. i hate this stupid little spell that she's put me under. i hate it all, and yet i can't stay away from her to save my damn life. fuck. before she up and disappeared, we had a good thing going. we're both pretty laid back when it comes to the opposite sex, so we had casual sex often. it was a sort of friends with benefits thing. it was great because, i'd call her up whenever i wanted and it would either be for sex or just to hang out, because we were good friends as well as fuck buddies. but the more i hung out with jensen, the stronger that weird feeling in the pit of my stomach got whenever i was around her. i managed to blow it off towards the beginning, but it started to get uncontrollable. i was actually kind of glad that she'd left. it gave me a chance to get rid of that feeling for her. but then she came back and it was like my whole world stopped spinning in a matter of seconds. shit...this thing is getting cheesier and cheesier as i go, isn't it? see what this girl does to me? well anyway, jensen's back and the strong feelings i had for her are coming back at full force. i'm feeling more protective of her, jealousy is usually not uncommon with me, but i feel it more towards her when she talks about other guys than i do with anyone else. when she's upset, i have this impulse to comfort her in any way i can, and that's one thing that never happens with me. usually i don't give two shits about what people are going through. but with jensen...ah damn it." jensen says • "james and i are alike in many ways. we're both party kids, no prizes for guessing how we met and we're both into more...casual things when it comes to the opposite sex. let's just get this out in the open , james ryan morgan is possibly the sexiest thing in wells beach. there i said it and i'm sure i just added to his massive head. gorgeous boy, me, it's not hard to figure out how our relationship goes. yes, we've got that whole friends with benefits thing going on and have had since way before i left. having james is just so convenient. we're completely comfortable with each other and neither of us are expecting anything more. at least i don't think we are. right? this is so stupid but i can't help but feel myself becoming attached to him again. before i left i felt it too. i wanted to hang out with him more, every time he texted me or called me i couldn't help but get that stupid smile on my face. the thing is, i'm not sure this is what either of us want. i'm certain it's not what he wants. we're friends as well so don't just think it's all sex with us, though that is a major factor. if someone upsets him, i can't help but get upset too and though he'd never admit it, i know he tries his best to look out for me. somewhere there's a really amazing, possibly sweet guy and when i get to see snippets of that, i can't help but get that stupid feeling in my stomach."
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