Post by raene on Mar 28, 2009 12:26:35 GMT -6
raene aspen lacroix
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"hi, my name is raene aspen lacroix. nothing normal about my name in my opinion. it’s weird but thankfully not a mouthful to say. i have always liked my first name. the fact that it has a pretty spelling and i’ve never met anyone with a name quite like it. though it may look like it’s pronounced funny, it’s actually pronounced like ‘rain’. simple and pretty, right? my mom chose it because me and my twin sister first started kicking on a rainy day and she decided that she wanted to name one of us after the weather which is how i landed myself with the name raene. first born, first named, i guess? my middle name isn’t that common either though i know people have been called aspen before. it was chosen as my grandmother’s name was also aspen and apparently i had some sort of resemblance to her; though i never figured out what that resemblance was. my last name, lacroix (la-kwa) is french and i figured that out without even having to research it. it sounds pretty funny when you say it but to be its normal especially as i’m french myself. well, i didn’t live in france all my life. we moved back there a few years after me and my sister were born which is why our names aren’t exactly french. my first name is english and partially german and my middle name is ‘old’ english. bit of a mixture there but i’m not fussed. i’ve also never really had any nicknames. i don’t really like people adjusting the name raene to something like ray or rae. my sister calls me buttercup and i call her harry potter but that’s a sort of private thing for us. so yeah, don’t bother giving me a nickname (even though i adore them) because raene does me just fine."
AWESOME! SO ARE YOU MALE OR FEMALE? OR SOMETHING ELSE? YOU CAN NEVER BE TOO SURE NOWADAYS..
"am i male or female? wow, this is a difficult one. maybe i should go check what i am. aha, kidding. clearly i’m female. at least i think i am. the long hair, the girly face and the all other girly features make me one hundred percent sure i’m female. i don’t really remember ever going to have a sex change or anything so i’m going to assure you that i’m no man or anything in between. all woman here!"
HOW OLD ARE YOU?
"i’m nineteen years old and i know i don’t look it. i always get asked for id for stupid things because i only look around seventeen. only two years difference i suppose but sometimes it bugs me when people think i’m younger than i am. though, i technically have only just turned nineteen. i turned nineteen on the sixteenth of january, which was obviously when i was born. i share my birthday with my twin sister, harlow and i’m three minutes older than her. doesn’t make any real difference that i was born before her though i do like to bug her by saying that i’m older and more wiser. even though she’s probably much wiser than myself. my star sign is capricorn because i’m so amazing like that. i do love those horoscopes, i must admit."
WHERE ARE YOU FROM?
"er, this is gonna be a weird one to talk about. weird in the fact i was born in my sister. no, wait.. i was born in a place my sister was named after. so i was born in harlow. a place in england that isn’t all that amazing but my parents loved it there which was probably why my mom named harlow after the town. though i never bothered to ask why. kind of like i often wonder why the hell my mom decided to name me after the weather despite the fact it was when me and my sister first kicked. we lived in harlow for three years which meant that we were both three when we moved back to france to be closer to family out there. our whole family have french connections which makes me partly french. kind of explains the whole last name situation. we lived in france from the age of three until fifteen which was when our mother passed away. we moved all the way down to wells beach, maine. quite a nice place if you ask me and we’ve been living there since we were fifteen. four years to be exact."
NOW MOVING ONTO WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE. HOW TALL ARE YOU, AND IF YOU DON'T MIND ME ASKING, HOW MUCH DO YOU WEIGH?
"i’m not tall but i’m not short either. kind of in between though some people tell me i’m short for my age but i don’t agree there. i stand at five foot four which is quite a nice height for me. i’m obviously the same height as my identical twin. it’d be a bit weird if one of us was shorter or taller, wouldn’t it? i like my height. it’s perfect for me to get into small places and also to reach things that are a little high up. it’s like i have a mixture of abilities rolled into my fine height. as for my weight, i don’t particularly talk about it. it’s kind of personal since i’m underweight which is why i never go as far as to talk about my weight to my friends. i don’t even think harlow knows my weight. so yeah, i’m afraid telling you would be against my ways so you’ll just have to keep on wondering, mr interviewer."
WHAT GENDER ARE YOU MOSTLY INTO: GUYS, GIRLS OR BOTH?
"well, if i’m completely honest, i’m bisexual. i like both guys and girls though i don’t recall ever being in a relationship with a girl in the past. i’ve kissed a girl and i’ve crushed on a girl but i’ve not been in a relationship with one. i do flirt with guys and sometimes girls. being bisexual leaves me wondering a lot of the time but i’m not exactly confused or anything. just curious. i discovered i was possibly bisexual when one of my best friends from france stayed over the night. i knew she was bisexual and she sort of kissed me during a movie and yeah, i made out with her. that was when i became curious about my sexuality because i also liked guys as well. complicated much?"
WHAT ARE YOU GOOD AT?
"i’d say that my ultimate strength is singing. my sister started dancing when she was three and that was when i started to sing. my mom got me into these singing lessons with groups of kids and at school i learnt a lot more and ended up being the lead singer in a lot of things. even moreso, because i started doing school plays and stuff, i learnt how to act and although i’m not the greatest, people have complimented my acting skills and along with my singing i did drama classes. another strength is the fact that i can use both hands for things. i can write with both hands and all that jazz. it was weird at first but it has become very useful in my day to day life. playing the piano is something i’ve recently been able to call something i’m good at. i started learning it only last year and because i’m a quick learner, i got the hang of it pretty quickly. i’m also quite good at picking up on foreign languages. i had to learn french and english and i also learnt a few bits of other languages during my time in school. my final strength is independence. i tend to get things done better alone than in big groups which is why i try to keep away from doing group written work. when it comes to drama and such, i have to be prepared to be part of a team which is something i sometimes find annoying. i’m also good at hiding emotions and acting like i’m okay.”
COOL. WHAT ARE YOU NOT SO GOOD AT?
“i’m not so good at standing up for myself. i often avoid any sort of confrontation if ever it comes to people wanting arguments with me. i don’t think i’ve ever attempted to stand up for myself but that’s what happens when your dad is quite an asshole. uh, i’m also not good at maths. never have been very good at the whole subject. i completely failed it in high school so that is definitely something i’m bad at. i guess you could also say i’m a bit on the weak side with things. i’m pretty much terrified of my father. i can’t even stay in the same room with him alone a lot of the time. i get quite emotional because of it. i do cleverly hide a lot of it behind a smile but when alone, i could cry for hours if things were really that bad. i’d never let anyone see me cry other than harlow which is a strength. i’m not very good at swimming. in fact, i never learnt to swim so i actually cannot swim. i just tend to pretend that i can and avoid swimming pools or any deep water. i’m scared to swim."
AWW, THAT SUCKS. WHAT DO YOU LIKE?"
"i’m the kind of girl who could sit and read horoscopes in a magazine for ages. i just love them and although people say they’re fake, i have some sort of belief in them that they will come true. i love singing and acting and playing the piano. three of my favourite things. i adore plushies and anything cuddly and i love snow. i like making snowmen and snow angels when it snows. i enjoy cuddling up with blankets in my pyjamas when it’s raining or really bad weather because it makes me feel all cosy. good movies and popcorn. gotta love them and of course, i adore a good mug of tea often with chocolate chip cookies. i like guys/girls with dark hair and blue eyes. perfect match in my opinion. flirting is fun and i like going out to parties. i’ve tried drugs and i have smoked before. quite a nice feeling they both gave me in fact. jewellery, musicals, straighteners, bracelets, phone charms and cardigans are also a few of my favourite things. i could go on for ages telling you my favourite things. having tickets for concerts and actually going to them is something i enjoy and i also quite like playing the wii fit on nintendo wii. can’t get enough of it to be quite honest."
I LIKE SOME OF THOSE THINGS TOO! WHAT DO YOU DISLIKE?
"i hate the smell of pollen. it’s horrible especially as it makes me sneeze because of my stupid hayfever. i’m always getting frustrated in summer because of how the pollen count is always so high. my doctor put me on these prescription tablets to help but they only make me sneeze more so i tend not to take them. i don’t like people who are super talkative but their voice has no enthusiasm whatsoever and feels like it’s droning on forever and ever. i hate people who don’t have a sense of humour and i hate it when you go to say something, someone interrupts and you forget what you’re going to say. it bugs the life out of me and makes me frustrated. i can’t stand people who are serious 24/7 and i don’t like loud, high pitched noises. they freak me out and hurt my ears. i don’t like mathematics or my father. both scare me. i don’t like making mistakes or having regrets that haunt me. i hate the fact my mother is dead and the fact that my father is abusive. being ashamed, heights, basements, alleyways and knuckle cracking are things i don’t really like much and i also hate coffee flavoured sweets. especially those you get in revels because you don’t know which one it is. another dislike would be nightmares."
I SEE. WHAT ARE SOME OF THE THINGS THAT YOU FEAR?
"fears suck and the fears i have definitely do. first and foremost, i’m afraid of my dad and what he is capable of. i sometimes can’t sleep at night if i know he has been drinking or something and often go and cuddle up with my sister. i have a fear of confined spaces and also of alleyways. i can’t go near either of them and avoid them when out and about. i’m terrified of losing my sister and brother. they’re technically all i have and i’m scared i’ll lose them. uh, i fear never falling in love. i oddly enough fear pins, toads and ventriloquist dummies. i have a fear of china dolls. they terrify me and i can’t even be in the same room as them. i fear ghosts and i also have a fear of graveyards and churches when at night. i can’t go near a church or graveyard at night. during the day is a bit better but still not completely amazing."
WHAT ABOUT THE FUTURE, DO YOU HAVE ANY HOPES AND DREAMS?"
"oh, do you know what i want to become? i want to become a singer. i really want to sing in front of large crowds and just let my voice guide me until the end. i want my father to end his problems and accept my mom is gone and i want to be the one to help him. i want to learn to stand up for myself and maybe even find true love if i’m lucky. i have a dream of having three kids when i’m older and i want to travel the world with my sister and brother. my ultimate goal is to not fail. i don’t want to mess up and have it ruin not only my life but others around me. if i fail, i’d actually hate myself completely. i’d also like to overcome my fears before it’s too late for me to think about doing that."
GOOD LUCK WITH THOSE! OKAY, SO I LIKE ABIT OF GOSSIP. DO YOU HAVE ANY SECRETS? I WON'T TELL ANYONE.
"secrets? well, my first secret is that my first kiss was with a girl. though i’m not ashamed of it, it’s not something i tend to bring into conversations with people. and anyway, people would probably think wrongly of me. uhm, my dad is an alcoholic and blames me and my sister for our moms death. he often lashes out at us, mostly at harlow unless she’s not around or he mistakes me for her. i lost my virginity when i was thirteen at a party, fell pregnant and had an abortion and i haven’t even told my sister that nor the guy. nobody knows. i also have tried drugs and smoking. though drugs aren’t something i pursued in, i occasionally smoke when i’m out drinking or if i'm stressed and although it’s not much of a secret, i also don’t bring it into conversations. i have a stash of cigarettes in my room. i’m a sucker for broadway musicals and could watch hundreds of them. i also use my brother as an excuse to watch kids programmes. can’t ever be too old to watch them in my opinion. sometimes i have nightmares of my mother's death but thankfully, they've become less frequent. i also want to fall in love but my occasional flirty acts make it seem like i don't want that special someone."
WOW. TELL ME A LITTLE BIT ABOUT YOUR PERSONALITY. I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU'RE LIKE AS A PERSON.
"i wouldn’t say that i’m completely confident but i’m not shy either. being on stage has made me gain so much more confidence than i once had and now i’m fine with meeting new people and talking to people after shows and whatever else. i tend to be withdrawn when i’m in a bad mood or just generally going through a thinking stage where i want to be alone and that is when i avoid being around people. though, this is rare. often i will be caught smiling or laughing with people, y’know, pushing away my problems and just living life like any other normal person. i’ve been known to have hyper episodes but i tend to be pretty slow with jokes. i’m always the last one laughing and then people laugh at me. so i guess i have a sense of humour? i’ve been known to be a bit of a flirt but this is kind of a natural thing for both me and harlow. we have our laughs and we support each other through almost everything. although i don’t really show it, i’m quite weak. i can’t really stand up for myself, i’m sensitive and can be pretty emotional. i used to cry myself to sleep and sometimes i still do. i’ve never seen my sister cry. she’s the one with the brave front whereas i end up crying when i’m by myself if something has upset me. i’m bubbly, creative and a quick learner. in some ways, i’m opposite to harlow. she’s probably a lot stronger than me and much louder too. i tend to be a bit more quieter than her and even though i’m the older one, my sister tends to act older than me a lot of the time. without family problems in the equation, i’m quite the playful type and do enjoy a good party and a drink. i’m very much optimistic about a lot of things apart from a few bits and pieces. oh and sometimes i can get easily jealous of people. i’m independent, intelligent, a bit of a dreamer, non-violent and occasionally pessimistic."
WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
"in a boyfriend/girlfriend, i look for someone who would go out of their way to make me smile. someone who would accept me for who i am and not judge me on past incidents. i look for someone who will treat me with respect and listen to my problems. maybe even let me cry on their shoulder. someone who acts like a gentleman/lady and knows a thing or two about romance. a good kisser and someone who adores cuddles. someone with the same interests and is easy to talk to. kind-hearted, honest, funny and cute. definite turn-ons there. also, someone with goals and aspirations does me nicely. just generally someone who is worth my time and effort and will tell me they love me at random points."
WELL I GUESS THAT PUTS ME OUT OF THE RUNNING. WHAT DO YOU DISLIKE IN A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
"i dislike guys/girls who would ignore me, wouldn’t pay attention to me, have bad breath and have nothing in common with me. i dislike manwhore’s, potential cheats and people who’d much rather be with their friends than with me. harsh, rubbish teasers, bad kissers and sex obsessed. definite bad points in guys and girls. self-obsessed and boring are turn-offs. and i dislike guys/girls who don’t know how to treat a girl right, hit girls or even don’t bother saying i love you to me. i hate it when a guy/girl leads you and then breaks your heart."
OKAY, WELL I'M GOING TO ASK WHAT SOME OF YOUR FAVOURITES ARE NOW, OKAY?
“you want to know my favourites? wow, go ahead. this could be funny and maybe even help people to know what i like and dislike. so yeah, go ahead and ask away! whatever floats your boat dears."
FAVOURITE FOOD & DRINK?
"my favourite food is macaroni cheese, can’t live without the stuff. but i also love chinese food. my favourite drink would be milk but if it comes down to alcohol then i’d have to say wine or something fruity."
FAVOURITE MOVIE & TV SHOW?
"my all time favourite movie is the lion king. though, if it had to be a non-animated movie, i would choose the green mile. makes me cry every time but then again so does the lion king. my favourite tv show is friends. it’s amusing and i can’t help but love it. i don’t think i’ve ever missed an episode of it!"
FAVOURITE BAND/SINGER?
"favourite band/singer? wow, erm.. hard one here. i think my favourite band is take that. they’re pretty cool. my favourite singer is most likely leona lewis or someone like that. i really only listen to bands because they’re the most common types around so yeah."
FAVOURITE COLOUR?
" my favourite colour would have to be a really nice green. minty green even. nothing bright but not dull either. it’s just in between and a really nice shade to be quite honest. my room at home is that colour too.”
FAVOURITE LYRIC OR QUOTE?
"my favourite lyric is probably ‘when everything’s made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am.’ it’s a nice lyric from a good song so, that’s now my favourite. can’t really say much more about that."
THAT WAS FUN. TELL ME A LITTLE ABOUT YOUR PARENTS.
"my mom is called aisha. she was probably the nicest woman you could ever meet. she had so much faith in us as kids and well, we loved her very much. witnessing her death wasn’t something i planned but then, things just happen don’t they? before her death, she worked as a nurse for kids. she was amazing at her job and always made sure that me and harlow were comfortable and stuff when we were both sick. she loved us all dearly and she and dad were madly in love. our brother never really knew her since she died when he was one which i feel hugely guilty about. i feel like it’s my fault she died even though we were just in the car doing nothing wrong.
my dad is called tristian. he’s quite a person. he’s genuine but he’s pretty harsh when he wants to be. he was supportive of the family and was quite a playful dad when me and harlow were young and even up until mom died. he worked as and still works as a lawyer and gets quite a good pay. he doesn’t really give us money and instead hurts us. ever since mom died, he went off the rails and he often winds up drunk. he’s hit me, harlow and our brother before and sometimes i hate it when harlow causes him to get angry at her only. or even angry in general. but nonetheless, dad deserves my love."
DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
“i have two siblings. first and foremost is my twin sister who is three minutes younger than me though she acts older because she’s much stronger than i am. her name is harlow elyse and she’s nineteen like me. we’re identical and are completely inseperable. we’ve had out fights and stuff but we’re still hugely close. we’ve even gone as far as to flirt and stuff together and pretend to kiss to see guys reactions. it’s actually hugely fun to be around her and i wouldn’t change her for the world. she’s my twin and i’ll always love her.
my brother, joshua reagan, is five years old. he was born a year before our mom died and he’s quite the bouncy little boy. he doesn’t really understand why mom is never coming home and often me and harlow have to stop dad from telling him she’s dead. josh often asks for his mom and the pair have to avoid him going to dad about it as to not throw him off. josh is a lovely little kid and attends school during the week which gives us the chance to go to college efficiently."
TELL ME ABOUT A REALLY GOOD TIME IN YOUR LIFE.
"my favourite memory would be one of the times i sung/acted on stage in front of hundreds of people when i was thirteen. i had to sing things and say things in both french and english and what made it even more amazing was the fact my mom, dad and sister were in the crowd cheering me on. my mom had gone through the lines with me everyday up until the show and seeing the smile on her face made me even more confident. my sister had also given me all these good luck charms as i believe in all that stuff and that made me even more happier to see them there. the fact that each of them was proud of me made me feel all warm inside and that was the last show my mom saw me in before she died. the memory of the look on her face when i performed is always in my mind and i won’t ever forget how she helped me learn everything off by heart for the final time. she’s still the one person i think about when i go on stage and i imagine her face in the audience. picture perfect."
THAT SOUNDS AWESOME. WHAT ABOUT A NOT-SO-GOOD TIME ON YOUR LIFE?
"my worst memory was the death of my mother. it was horrific when she died in the car. the fact that neither me or harlow could get her out of the wreckage. it had been when we were on our way to see harlow’s show that our mom lost control of the car and it swerved off the road and straight down this hill; tumbling, tumbling. when it came to a halt, harlow had to pull me free. all i could remember was the blood on both of us and both of us so eager to get our mom out of the car. i had to ring the ambulance and everything under harlow’s instructions. but when they got there, it was too late to save her. she was gone. when dad found out, he blamed us both. i’d never seen him in such a state. it sent him off the rails completely and the first time he hit both me and harlow, i’d never been so scared in my life. this memory is one i wish i could erase or even change but nothing will bring mom back now. i’ve just got to accept that she’s gone and we’ll never see her face again."
OH DEAR. I THINK THIS INTERVIEW IS OVER NOW. HAS ANYONE EVER TOLD YOU THAT YOU LOOK ALIKE LIKE ZOE KIMBALL? COS YOU REALLY DO. THANKS FOR YOUR TIME.
"i’m so much better looking than her, obviously. though i can see the resemblance. possibly? maybe i should ask harlow if she thinks we look like her."
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WANTS TO LOVE ME WOO OOH, WILL NEVER LEAVE ME WOO OOH
DON'T TRUST A HO, NEVER TRUST A HO, WON'T TRUST A HO
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HOWEVER, SHE HAPPENS TO BE ONLY SIXTEEN YEARS OLD
AND NOT ONLY THAT, BUT ONLY HAS SIX YEARS OF EXPERIENCE WITH THIS.
IF I CHANGE MY MIND I'LL BE SURE TO CONTACT YOU ON PM
TO HIT YOU UP IN THE GMT+0 TIMEZONE. HOWEVER, THAT'S ONLY IF YOU
CAN PROVE TO ME THAT YOU'LL BE WORTH MY TIME.
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it was official. ruby was actually very frustrated with everything. mother’s day had just been and gone and all she could think about was the many conversations she had had with people about what they were doing with for their mother and there she was, sat in her dorm, partially wishing she had parents that actually loved her. nobody had caught on though. she made up some excuse that her mom didn’t like mother’s day and that she had sent a hand-made gift to her a week ago as she was currently still in America; or so she thought. ruby used to make gifts for her parents whenever it was an occasion to do with them but they would take it, look at it once and throw it in a cupboard never to be looked at again. she hated those memories though her sister always appreciated the gifts. and since in a week it was her sister’s birthday, ruby was planning on taking time off school to go visit her grave back at home. however, the frustration wasn’t so bad once she was out of the house. she’d fed mimzy, let her out for awhile to do what all dogs did and then got herself ready and left the house. it was now a year since being in Cambridgeshire and ruby was still getting used to the place. it was harder than she thought but school was good and she was enjoying the courses she had chosen. it wasn’t like she had no reason to be there. she was an aspiring artist and fashion designer. fabulous in her opinion. she’d even managed to make a group of friends and although she was jealous of a few of them, she did not let that get to her and she actually got along with people very well. it was nice to be acknowledged for once.
though ruby had had no attention throughout her life, she did not crave it. sure she had times where she wanted people to notice her but she never went out of her way to get attention. if anything, the fact her parents never acknowledged her existence made it easier for her to stay out of the attention. for a fact they were rich and after running away, ruby learnt that money didn’t account for everything. she had a steady part-time job in the local coffee shop and was undergoing small work at a local fashion line while not in school. sometimes it was better being there than in school but it wasn’t like she had to study 24/7 anyway. half the time ruby was done with her work within the hour because she was so organised and that meant she had more time to herself but unfortunately half the time she had urges to sit in her dorm either playing solitaire or drawing. but luckily, ruby had acquired a social life and was actually happy to go out and be around people. she wasn’t socially awkward and unlike when she was younger, she actually had people who liked being around her. it was a nice feeling. a change almost from just having her sister at her side though it did make her pretty secretive after the whole death of her. laura had practically raised her when their parents were working and they’d been inseperable even when attending a private school together. they never disliked each other’s company and if anything, laura had been ruby’s rock. which was probably why she missed the girl so much and wished that she could just visit her grave whenever she was feeling down but it was hard as she was not buried in England.
ruby wandered through the streets of Cambridgeshire for at least an hour. her mind not even set on where she was going or what she even wanted to do. she had to think thoroughly about it but nothing hit her out of nowhere. it looked like she was just going to end up wandering around for awhile longer until something popped up. every so often she would check her phone but nobody had messaged her or even rang so she ended up putting it away right away. ruby sighed to herself, entering stores every so often and buying bits and pieces for the collage that she had to do for homework. she’d managed to buy pieces of ribbon in silver and blue, sequins in all colours possible and three sets of glitter in the colours of silver, red and gold. on top of that she had to buy glue and cello tape and random bits of coloured paper. but ruby wasn’t finished. she wouldn’t ever be finished if someone didn’t stop her. she wandered around, her eyes fixing upon signs in shop windows now and then but it wasn’t until she found herself walking straight into someone that she found something had hit her out of nowhere. ruby stumbled back slightly and before acknowledging who it was she immediately said a single word three times. ”Sorry, sorry, sorry!” she mumbled quickly, finally focusing on who it actually was. she knew this person and he was a quite good friend of hers though they had their bad times. a smile fixed on her face and she could finally breathe, even if it wasn’t steadily. ”Oh, wow. I didn’t expect it to be you, Chris. Sorry by the way.” she told him with a simple nod of the head.
though ruby had had no attention throughout her life, she did not crave it. sure she had times where she wanted people to notice her but she never went out of her way to get attention. if anything, the fact her parents never acknowledged her existence made it easier for her to stay out of the attention. for a fact they were rich and after running away, ruby learnt that money didn’t account for everything. she had a steady part-time job in the local coffee shop and was undergoing small work at a local fashion line while not in school. sometimes it was better being there than in school but it wasn’t like she had to study 24/7 anyway. half the time ruby was done with her work within the hour because she was so organised and that meant she had more time to herself but unfortunately half the time she had urges to sit in her dorm either playing solitaire or drawing. but luckily, ruby had acquired a social life and was actually happy to go out and be around people. she wasn’t socially awkward and unlike when she was younger, she actually had people who liked being around her. it was a nice feeling. a change almost from just having her sister at her side though it did make her pretty secretive after the whole death of her. laura had practically raised her when their parents were working and they’d been inseperable even when attending a private school together. they never disliked each other’s company and if anything, laura had been ruby’s rock. which was probably why she missed the girl so much and wished that she could just visit her grave whenever she was feeling down but it was hard as she was not buried in England.
ruby wandered through the streets of Cambridgeshire for at least an hour. her mind not even set on where she was going or what she even wanted to do. she had to think thoroughly about it but nothing hit her out of nowhere. it looked like she was just going to end up wandering around for awhile longer until something popped up. every so often she would check her phone but nobody had messaged her or even rang so she ended up putting it away right away. ruby sighed to herself, entering stores every so often and buying bits and pieces for the collage that she had to do for homework. she’d managed to buy pieces of ribbon in silver and blue, sequins in all colours possible and three sets of glitter in the colours of silver, red and gold. on top of that she had to buy glue and cello tape and random bits of coloured paper. but ruby wasn’t finished. she wouldn’t ever be finished if someone didn’t stop her. she wandered around, her eyes fixing upon signs in shop windows now and then but it wasn’t until she found herself walking straight into someone that she found something had hit her out of nowhere. ruby stumbled back slightly and before acknowledging who it was she immediately said a single word three times. ”Sorry, sorry, sorry!” she mumbled quickly, finally focusing on who it actually was. she knew this person and he was a quite good friend of hers though they had their bad times. a smile fixed on her face and she could finally breathe, even if it wasn’t steadily. ”Oh, wow. I didn’t expect it to be you, Chris. Sorry by the way.” she told him with a simple nod of the head.
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THE LYRICS ARE FROM THE SONG 'DON'T TRUST ME' BY THE LOVELY 3OH!3.
